Tuesday, December 30, 2008

I am counting down, yeah~yeah

hello everybody, great to 'announce' that i will be back to MY for CNY from 17/1 until 8/2. kkhhmmm... the schedule would be as follow:

17/1 -----> landed in KL around midnight
18/1 - 24/1 in KL
25/1 - 2/2 (or maybe even later) - in Titi (my hometown)
2/2 - 7/2 in KL
8/2 ------> early in the morning, flight back to Dalian.. to continue my 'robot style' life here..

i actually wish i can just go back and stay in KL.. but i think this would happen soon also :D

So, as usual, I will get a SIM card, and put it to my YM status, hope to see you there ;)

Thursday, December 25, 2008

Know or not doesn't matter, gaya.. mesti ada

Well.. I am a no-believe poor gal, so, X'mas for me is really just a holiday.
How to pass my time in this cool winter is the main problem I need to figure out.

And I found it is true when you are too bored, spend money is one of the way to make you forget about your boring life. So, I went to buy a badminton racket, a dozen of shuttlecock and a jump rope. Sound like very healthy life right? I don't even have all these thing when I am in KL

All these thing cost me total RMB 250 (RM 125), cheap right? Well, the racket is not the famous brand, it is a brand name Victor, maybe you never heard it before. As the promoter recommend, unless you are pro prayer, and if you plan to buy a racket that more than RMB 1000, then should go to Yonex, else, Victor is good enough for a player, a beginner player like me. I'm convinced by this lady, she has very good serving attitude. Definitely I will go back to this shop next time for other sports need

Monday, December 22, 2008

X'mas Wish - 2008

Going to be lonely X'mas here, so, maybe it's good time to start to think of wishes for next year.

I wish my parents will be healthy and long live
I wish my family will happy everyday
I wish each of you may your dream come true!


Merry X'mas and Happy New Year, don't forget to drink more for me!

Sunday, December 21, 2008

过冬了

Received a call from a Malaysian girl here, ask me to go over her place for 'tong yuen', because today is 冬至

Ah.. ya.. I never remember when is this day in the year. In my family, my parents always said 过冬大过年, means this day is even more important than CNY. I don't know why, but it's something old people want us to remember we should have dinner together at this day.

I'm too far from home now, and luckily there is somebody willing to cook and ask me just go over and eat with her. Sometimes I feel I am quite lucky, the people around me do help and taking care of me always. As compare to them, I am quite cold blood sometimes, just like to keep alone instead of calling friends to come over my house.
Shame on me right? I am learning mah... Ii need more time ;-). I think I am really doing better as compare to last time liao

Wish you all having good time there

Oh ya.. if you want to know, the local people here actually not eating 'tong yuen' 汤圆, but they eat dumpling 饺子 instead. This is the North China culture, dumpling for big day.

Thursday, December 18, 2008

finally.. it's a good news

I am feeling happy with the good news from home that there is nothing wrong with my dad liver, the happiness is really from deep inside. Thanks God it is really turn up as what I always pray for.

Since last few weeks when first medical checkup show that he might has very big risk of facing critical ill on liver, i was very very worry about him.
He is an alcoholic for many years, and drink those 'cheap ba lak' alcohol with damn high %.

No one can convince him to quit, even now, by knowing there is already problem with his liver, which already swollen, he still continue to drink. He has to do regular check-up every 3-6 months to keep monitoring it. I hope slowly he can drink less, and wont' give his liver much trouble.

...or you think I should challenge him by drink x 2 as what he drink everyday, see who kena sick first??

Sunday, December 14, 2008

Back to Dalian from Amsterdam

2 weeks passed, i'm back to Dalian today. It take me abt 16 hours to travel from Ams to Dalian (flight time + waiting time), long long flight...

the only thing i can say 'interesting' about this trip is that, i got a chance to cycling around the city, just like the people there! the city center very small, 1 hr is more than enough, and amazing thing is.. you wont' feel tired! there is no climbing up and down.. just straight.. and you will feel cold with your hand and face, but body is very warm (or even feel a bit sweating), it is very shiok feeling ;)
Again... some photos to share
park near to the apartmentpark at eveningIamsterdam - the landmarkpeace 'demostration' for no abortion!i am cycling with this bikethe road captured while cycling

Sunday, December 07, 2008

Traditional Dutch food bistro

The colleague in NL had treat 3 of us from China to one of the bistro located in the city area. This bistro is famous as with it's great environment, and the local food they serve.

I ordered the stamppot, with beef

And I am the only lady in the table, so I get this special treat from the bistro owner, sing with the dick...oppss.... no no.. sing with the pepper shaker made in Chinese, with nice picture on it :D, welcome to Amsterdam!
燈燈燈凳 ...咪眨眼啊哪

We have a great evening there, I really like this bistro style a lot. Where you can sing, laugh, talk with friends, and the owner never show you a face that you should leave after your meal. I actually hope I can have a small business like this, a place that can give people this kind of feeling

Monday, December 01, 2008

Landed in Ams

Landed at Amsterdam after 10 hours flight from Beijing, and check-in to a very nice apartment.

My room is at 3rd floor, I carry my luggage all along the stair case (very small foot steps) from the ground floor, and when reach my room, I found there is actually a lift!! I am really so stupid






And I had just remember that I forgot to bring my short pant.. will be very uncomfortable to sleep with jeans (i know you may suggest me not to wear anything, but i am not used to it woh.. feeling very 'unsecured'), and feeling sore-throat, hope it won't get worst, i must drink more and more water

Saturday, November 29, 2008

Work trip to Amsterdam

I'm going to Amsterdam tomorrow, will stay 2 weeks there, heard there is internet connection in the apartment, hope can find something new and interesting topic to be post there. Else it's only about work...

One weekend is really too short.. i hope i can stay till after x'mas.. but project doesn't has this budget for a small person like me

Sunday, November 23, 2008

無哩頭掌門人智力測驗答案

事先声明,这出处无从考究,因是朋友转发email的内容,如果你们发现原创,请告知,毕竟尊重作者是我的基本原则
And, this is my #100 post! Enjoy reading!

1. 小明自己做暑期作業,第二日,佢死左,點解?
Ans:因為'自作業,不可活'。

2. 麥兜自己沖涼,估一近代文學作家名。
Ans:朱自清 (麥兜是只漫画猪)

3. 話說有間名牌鋪頭一折大減價,有個女人走左入去掃貨,但佢買完出黎之後就死左佢究竟點死?
Ans:抵死

4. 鍵盤入面邊個掣最靚仔?
Ans:F4

5. 咩毛最普通?
Ans:Normal

6. 隆胸兩邊隆哂要一萬,但隆一邊只需三千。估一四字成語。
Ans:一波三折

7. 拉乜野可以學到野?
Ans:Library

8. 英文有廿六個英文字母,當E同T走左之後,會剩低幾多個英文字母?
Ans:21 個,因為ET搭UFO走左。

9. 大口仔搽紅唇膏,估一英文生字。
Ans:Direction(大red唇)

10.恭喜發財,估一國家名。
Ans:比利時(俾利是)

11.點解呢個世界上有東京、南京、北京但無西京?
Ans:因為西經比唐三藏取左。

12.阿明同阿珊去打劫銀行,事敗逃亡,但D警員追捕果時唔追阿明,淨係死追阿珊, 點解呢? 估一山脉名。
Ans:因為'喜瑪拉雅山'(起碼拉阿珊)

13.如何用三盞燈同一張凳營造一個緊張氣氛?
Ans:燈燈燈凳

My primary school is in Blogspot!

Amazing.. I didn't ever expect I can find my primary school thru Google, it was just something I do like the 'Wanted' movie, type in and search, and I found there is somebody do blog about my primary school.

Although the school building has changed, teacher has changed, but I do feel very surprise when I reach that blog: SJK(C) Sg. Muntoh. See.. the name was already different from the time I study, it has changed from SRJK(C) Sg. Muntoh to SJK(C) Sg. Muntoh

Ya.. you can say it is very common nowadays, since internet is common in MY. But if you been my hometown, you will find the place there still very ulu, not much people using internet, Streamyx service just start on last 2 or 3 yrs. So, please forgive me if you think I am over-react :D

(阿花, your sister is in one of the blog photo leh..)

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

I lie.. and I worry

I had lie, and I worry get caught, it will be really a shame if somebody come to me about this. I have no way to explain it.

die lor..

Saturday, November 15, 2008

Why productive is so difficult to get common understanding?

How do you recognize a football player is a very good player?

A person that himself or helping the team make goal?

I agree only 50% of this, for me, a good player is a person that himself or helping the team make goal to the OPPONENT, if he so happen kick the ball into his own's gate, NOT only he doesn't make a goal, he actually make the team have to work twice to get the score back, 1 to balance it, 1 to really make it to 1-0!!

Then how do you judge a person is productive or not?

Deliver the work is consider productive?

Again, I only agree if this person delivery the RIGHT product, else, he is just pulling and wasting everybody effort.

Why there are people that NEVER get understand this.
When you tell we need to find a way to be more productive, then he told he make the thing work, and NEVER EVER recognize that making the RIGHT product is the key??

Don't complain why the work being done is never get appreciate, this world is crucial, find a way that can work with the real world is the way to survive good.

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

i don't understand myself

recently i am very busy after work, busy to fill in a document that need to submit for the evaluation for promotion.

Wait, wait.. please don't say 'wah..' so fast. Let me tell more story behind, submitting this document not necessarily means i will get promote, the aim is just to get an 'eligible' to promote status (if i am qualified lah).
Because, if one day, if i am really OK to be promote, without this document being approved, i won't get promote one.

Means, X must be passed then you MAY get Y.
And actually there is kind of 'hidden' rules here, i.e. we can only get promote after work for more than 2 yrs here. This also means I actually no chance in this round.

And filing this document is reaaaaalllly a killing job, it just like you are trying to write more than 10 pages of CV, and the experience shouldn't be older than 3 yrs!! How possible is this? blow-cow lah, what else!!

I dont have plan to stay longer than 2 yrs here. And yet I am spending so much time and effort to fill in this messy document, twist and trick the same content in different way...

See lah, my act is very conflict with my mind. I dont care about promote, I dont have long plan, i just want $$$$, i dont want promote, but can i just get pay raised?

Sunday, November 09, 2008

Soup noodle

I cook noodle for my dinner tonight, Chinese noodle, not instant noodle OK

So, the material is, noodle of course, 'little' cabbage, mushroom, and an egg.
My place has no gas supply, so, I am using an electrical cooker (电磁炉). This electrical cooker is what we used for steamboat in MY, that just plug-in the cable, then it can boil up water. Here, they used it for more functionality, can even used to stir-fry, I think this was due to the gas supply is not applicable to every place, so, this is an alternative. Problem with this electrical cooker is that, it cook like a 'wave', it heat up, cool down, heat up again, cool down again. The one I have in this new apartment, lagi gila, keep blinking and making sound 'di di di', and sometimes just switch off by itself,really beh ta-han.

Anyway, the noodle get done after 10-15 mins cook.
I think you must be wonder how it taste right? OK, here i tell the truth:
when i eat cabbage, it taste cabbage
when i eat mushroom, it taste mushroom
when i eat egg, it taste egg
when i eat noodle, it taste noodle
when i taste the soup? TASTE-LESS!!!

So, do you think it's a success or failure for my first cook noodle?
As for myself, I think at least I didn't use my contingency plan -> which is cook instant noodle if the thing go wrong, so, i rate this as OK lah, not too bad ;)

Saturday, November 08, 2008

‘烦’这个字

我一直觉得‘烦’这个字很有意思。

火 + 页, 想象一下一页纸张被火烧了,想象一下那种熊熊烈火,纸张很快就被烧成灰。
当人有种心烦的感觉,人就像那张纸,被无形的火烧着心,很快的,这人就会精神崩溃。

当我觉得烦的时候,就会精神不集中,记忆变差,而且还是极差那种,遇事总觉得不顺心,阻碍处处。当事事不顺心时,就觉得更烦,然后恶性循环的把心情搞得更差。工作效率变差,脾气变差,耐性便差。。。。。我好像‘病’得不轻啊!

Monday, November 03, 2008

你想点啊??

好多谢wk生的侠义相助,帮我改咗好多错字。不过有啲字我又真系想保留,例如cin cai。。。咁先显得我系马来西亚的广东人嘎嘛 ;)

仲有,发现个粤语网站, 可以揾到啲好难用华语拼音出来的广东字,几好噶!

好喇,再来一次。。。
唔知点解,最近,我一直想瞓觉,瞓咗好耐,仲是想瞓,不知系唔系想瞓到死。。。

有时又突然想返屋企,即是balik kampung嘞。。但系又唔得咁cin cai话唔做就唔做个喔,人又点可以咁唔负责任个嘞。。你话啱唔啱?

这篇嘢好鬼难写啊。。广东字都唔知打得啱唔啱,写到我头昏眼花,又想瞓觉啦。。早抖啦。。

Sunday, October 26, 2008

new apartment .. finally moved in

After 16 days of paying rental for this empty house, finally today I had moved in.

Reason for moving in late was because I want to wait till the internet connection is installed, and this finally settle on last Friday, it cost RMB 1000 (RM 500) for 1 year subscription with speed 1 MB, 'cheap' as compare to MY right ;)

So, how was my first night? am i sleeping well?
no.. i was awake few times last night. This new place is facing a road, although not main road, but the traffic is not as quiet as i wanted.

And there is a sound, very noisy during night, it sound 'gong ~ gong ~ gong', and it's sound even during midnight!! I was wondering is it construction work around this area.
And you know what?? It's actually sound from the fridge, new fridge!! Every time when it's 'flow' inside, it's sound of the 'air' generated inside, fainted, it's brand new fridge, I had only put 2 bottles of coke inside, should I take it out and switch off the fridge for better sleep??
Before and after move in, do you see the different?

Saturday, October 04, 2008

my 'hobby'

This might be a bit disgusting, it's about cleaning up after all, if you can't stand dirty stuff, then please don't read this.

OK.. sometimes I do clean my spec to pasttime. And sometimes means, can be once a year or so :p, depends on when the mood come.
I forgot when was my last cleaning, so today found it's really full of dust. You know where is the dirties place? It is at the 'holder' part that near to my nose, I guess it's due to the dust, with some sweat then it make it 'stick' to it



It take 1.5 hours to screw it open, clean it, polish it, and put it back. I enjoy doing it, just feel so good when finally see it's clean and clear now ;)


Ah, wonder how can I clean it with my 'weak eyes' when not wearing spec??
...
...
...
aiya ... i wear the other spec. lah :D

Wednesday, October 01, 2008

new apartment .. again..

I have to move to a new place by the end of Oct. I found this place very quick, only one look, then decided to rent it already (not very choosy right :p)

Not because I like this place very much, but with the budget i willing to spend, and the distance from office, and the apartment condition, i think it's a good deal.

So, how is the new place look like?
It's much smaller than the place I stay currently, only 33 sq. meter (it's about 330 sq. ft if not mistaken).
It's small, but it equip with all the basic furniture, such as tv, fridge, washing machine, sofa (although it's old till i feel my ass pain while sit on it), desk and etc

The bad thing about this place is the 'room', it is at the fake second floor of apartment, where covered with carpet. Imagine that at this 2nd floor, for a person as short as me, cannot stand straight on it, so, it's really just a place to sleep -> just lay down, but not stand up.
I am worry I might feel stuffy sleep at this kind of place. If this is the case, then maybe I will just sleep at the living area, this is the worst thing i can imagine.
Another thing is about the carpet, it is very dusty, I'm thinking hard what to put on top of the it so that I can easily clean up later. Any good suggestion for me?

Here are some photos about it, it's lot of cleaning work need to be done...





bed room

kitchen

small bathroom

Saturday, September 27, 2008

don't know why...

don't know why i feel very lost today...
don't know why i feel very lonely today...
don't know why i feel a bit scare today...
don't know why i feel unhappy today...

it's serious until i have a feel like want to cry...

arrh!!... suddenly i realize something.. i think i am not used to stay alone... (my apartment mate go to her new place tonight)

原来阿凤是耐不住孤单的!!!

Monday, September 22, 2008

A windy Autumn night

It's very windy tonight, heard the temperature will drop 10 degree in the North China start by tomorrow, means it will less than 20 degree(some more is without wind, if it's windy, could be feeling like ~10 degree)

Autumn really showing it's 'power' now, don't play play, put on more cloths!

Sunday, September 21, 2008

Back to Dalian

Am back to Dalian now. 1 week had passed, i feel it's really rush rush rush home trip. For next trip, i think i should make it 2 weeks instead.

thanks a lot to you all that trying hard to meet me, although some of it really can't make it this time, but no worries, i will be back again after few months mah ;)

meeting with frends:
- everybody looks good. getting marry, got new car, got more income, expecting baby.. all are happily goes on with their life. i have a small group of frends from secondary school, most of them had child already, so when meet up with them, their topic is now changed to how to keep fit after deliver baby lah, what pil is better to avoid pregnancy lah... i got nothing can 'contribute' to them :p

meeting with family:
- to be honest, my family doesn't seems going very well. father is sick here and there.. brother/sister's business not running very good, blah blah blah.. all kind of 'internal affair'

anyway, it's good trip for me.

c u all later in few months, i might not go back for CNY, could be around march/april/may, not sure yet

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

i'm disappointed with ur country

today a Chinese colleague come to me and ask:"is ur country so bad? how come they made such statement that Malaysian Chinese as squatters , i am really disappointed and angry with such statement"

tell me what can i say to them, to the China Chinese...

surprise why they know about that? it's bcoz it's reported in the local paper.
can u imagine the impact? as a Chinese, i won't like to invest to this kind of country; as a tourism, i won't like to visit this kind of country.. can't these manuasia use their brain to do real work, instead of talking shit that bring no good to anyone??!

i am disappointed and angry as well, just dont understand how come idiot can be survive in this world, and yet has power, has money, has supporter, u tell me why lah

Thursday, August 28, 2008

中秋人团圆- Home trip during moon cake festival

I guess there are people might be surprise if they know I am going back to Malaysia again, means twice home trip a year. Well, they will think what happen to this stingy lady, willing to spend so much to travel back home

Anyway, I had bought my tickets, it's going to be really short break.
2008.09.13 midnight landed in KL, and leave KL on 2008.09.21

If there is chance, hope to meet you all while I am in KL.
But.. i think mostly i will spend my holidays at my hometown, Titi -kong

So, Happy Mid-Autumn to all of you, wish you all 'round-round full-full' always.

Saturday, August 23, 2008

BBQ - JinShiTan

Went with colleague to BBQ at a beach name JinShiTan today. Well, BBQ at beach side, nothing much special, some different thing I notice are:
1. Their beach has very strong seaweed (海带) smell, when I smell it, I start to imagine those people swim in the sea, may end up get those seaweed hang on their body when they back to the beach :D
2., Besides smell of seaweed, the BBQ smell very strong as well. Obviously every body are there to BBQ besides swim
3. Crowed, beach is full of manusia and tent
4. Their BBQ not only about meat, but also bun, garlic, big green chili, gum zhum gu (that small small mushroom), so, more variety as compare to what I did in M'sia

Then.. itu saja lah, just have a look at these photo.. (look my hair got so long now..it's so many months after my cut, it's during CNY)


Preparing garlic and gum zum gu to BBQ
BBQ-ing big green chili(left most), bun, gum zum gu, meat, jagung
b4 dismissed, group photo is a must ;-)

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

and I stay...

I quit 10 days ago, and today I had withdrawn my resignation.

Not because of money, I didn't ask for pay raise, then of course this is not what they counter offer me.

But basically with the 3 main reason i tell, after these 2 weeks, all these 3 will be resolve. The most important is I will be put into a new role, a role that I wish I can move to, which is the reason I tell why i choose to leave. The big boss here promise me to get this role from client, although it will be very challenging, as this is new role in the whole team, I will get limited reference or help internally, but I think I should give it a try.

Wish me good luck, wish I am really get start on the path I want here

God bless me.. o mi to foh

Saturday, August 09, 2008

I quit

After not too long of struggling, officially I had quit yesterday, 2008.08.08, the date which same as the Olympic Beijing open ceremony.

And I quit without a job, but I don't care too much now. So what, won't die one lah.
I can take bread for 3 meals everyday, and I think I can survive this kind of life for few months, provided the bread taste nice lah.

Then, what next? Hmm....
1st, for sure pack and go back Malaysia, else will be illegal immigrant in China. I might be the first crazy Malaysian to be illegal immigrant to China, and if I want to be illegal, China won't be my first choice, crazy meh :p
Still not sure the exact date when will go back Malaysia, next week only will have idea when is my last day. But I think it would be around Sept. 2008.

2nd, find a job lor, where to find? I don't know any other place than KL for now, if you have any suggestion, maybe can share with me?? :D

and then life continue.. ah fong is still ah fong, a bit lazy, crazy, LCLY... and etc.. ;-)

Sunday, July 20, 2008

An expesive but @^&^$*&^$ back-pack

Wanted to post this for long time, should be at least 2.5 months ago, it's bad experience I have with this bag!

Fact sheet:
Purchase date: 13 Sept 2007
Used in 6 months, broken twice, same kind of problem!

Brand:
Samsonite


Broken history:
Early Jan 2008, broken at right side

Early March 2008, broken at left side

I really have a question about this, is this back-pack design for DAILY use? or it is only for decoration purpose??

See ah, cheap thing no good thing, expensive thing also no guarantee good thing one!

Saturday, July 05, 2008

我,成事不足,败事有余。。

After 2 weeks, the screw had taken out, but this screw cannot be use already, because it's already 'loose'. So, now, the shoes rack still look ugly, wait till I able to find the replacing screw



和室友一起去买了个鞋架回来,我很兴奋的开始组装,六角螺丝的
我没看user manual,就开始扭了,扭啊扭。。扭 不动了。。原来方向错了,而且还被我给扭歪了。。
现在是扭不出来,也扭不进去了。。明天要去看看有什么可以补救的。。。不然就要买个新的
虽然室友没说什么(是她出钱买的),我知道她在避免让我觉得难堪,但是我实在是太失败了

我,真有够笨的。。可以去撞墙了!!

Sunday, June 22, 2008

I lost... 最近有点烦

Recently my 'work cycle' symptom is attacking me, means after a while, the sound 'change job' is coming to my mind again.

It's now the 8th years since become one of the millions of employees in the world, and this is my 7th job, average out, my job is never longer than 1.5 year, totally failed in term of loyalty

I don't understand why I do keep change job. Let me refresh my memory...
The 1st job, company has financial problem.. so only crazy (or too rich until don't care about $) will stay there

The 2nd job, I was trapped into a VB project, not my choice, so, sorry to tell I have to move on to the job I like

The 3rd job, stay there quite long. The longest in my history, 1 year 9 months, have fun there since the colleague are all about the same age, and been motivated to take Java related professional certification with the gang of peoples there. I missed the time with the momentum we had there. As usual, things change by time, the group get separated, either by the reason of better offer, unhappy with management, environment and etc. So, the people leaving one by one. I am almost the last to leave there. Since then, my Java certification 'route' has put into the 'KIV' mode ...

The 4th job, stay quite 'long' there as well. 1.5 years. The team is great, everybody play their role just nice, so, it is quite relax and comfortable working environment. Then why leave? Well, after so many years of working, I start to think maybe I should work in a specific domain. All the while I had work in web based product, it is all Java projects, I had make myself stick with a technology, but non of these projects required specific domain knowledge. So I choose the 5th job, a telco related company

The 5th job, to be honest, this company has quite good benefit. It's a young company, they want to setup a development center in KL, so I join as a pioneer. Too bad the direction changed later, they wanted the development hub to be setup in India instead of KL. As compensation, they offered me to be re-allocate to the London HQ, but I feel something is going wrong, there is very high turn-over in management level, some even has being sack. So, I rejected the offer and move on to next. After a month after my resignation, I heard the company had ceased their operation immediately, is this means I'm lucky? (I think no one can tell, it would be totally different story if I went to London, and the company bankrupt. I might be back to KL, might be find another job there... who know what happen then....)

The 6th job, .. this job is totally different from what I do so far. It does not use Java, they have their product, and the job is deliver the customized project based on the product.
Why changed to this job? You said you want to work in a specific domain, is this company offered you this?
Hmm.... the product is for planning and scheduling, and I think this tool can be apply to any industry, and yes, they do have domain specific team for different project. And this job offered me as senior consultant, to be honest I was thinking maybe I should try to change my career path when I decided to take this job. I was though instead of being very technical oriented person, maybe should try myself to be a consultant (I was though a consultant role would be facing customer, gather requirements, and implements solution.. means would be more on business aspect instead of technical development). I can only say the job is not really what I expected, it's still very much as a developer, just that instead of Java developer, I am now a 'planning + scheduling application suite' developer. It is really a hard switch for me, to pick up the new tools, things doesn't happen as what I though, and sometimes I will think why am I change to this job??? If I am stuck with a developer role, why am I get myself out from Java??? This is not what I want to be!! So, again good-bye is my last word to my boss there

Then I moved to the 7th job, a job that far from home, different culture & different temperature :D, for the reason just want to back to same old skill I had. When get involved into the project, I feel I was step back to few years ago, kind like back to the 5th job role I done before.

So, now when I look back, I think these few years I had dilemma to choose where should I go next (got a frend told this is mid-age crisis...中年危机 !!)
First, though of moving to domain specific company.
Then, though of change career path
Now moved back to what I do feel most comfortable.

But my mind is still struggling. I still think of I must get into a domain specific company, and in the same time, the skill is being appreciated (basically, means $$ lah).
Yeah, my current project is related to baggage handling system in an airport. But don't you think this domain is too restricted? I might not able to move around easily. When I want to change job, although I have the technical skill, but due to lack of business domain knowledge, the company might not willing to offer me a very senior position. It will become a situation that I might be stuck in a place, and for me, stuck == sucks, I want freedom :D

But if change job again, what kind of job I should looking for? What the market can offer me? What can I do to get what I want? .. What I want?
If change to a job that just the same role, (Chinese said it as 'change soup, but not change medicine'), then why would I changed? Because of $? But what next after the new job?
Change job is very tire, need to get to know the new skill-set, new environment, new colleague, new game in the office...blahblahlah..
I hope I can move to a job that I can stay long. Then only I can really grow myself in a specific domain knowledge, stay competence in the market, then the company is appreciating my experience...so frend.. what should I do??
Hope my dream can give me hints.. good nite

Thursday, June 05, 2008

When you have a stupid govt.


Finally it's come...the oil is increase for 40%, the electricity is increase and expected more to come.. and as usual, our govt. make these statements:
They said: Change your life style
They said: Among the cheapest in Asia
He said: I can't make everybody happy (who will be happy with this???!!!)

(By the way.... I draw that image. I wanted to make it a bloody bleeding text, but the effect is just not as what I expected.)

Sunday, June 01, 2008

Blood type - cute comic - translation in progress

I like this comic, especially with the big head, and some of it look very 'chuen' in the story, don't u feel funny about it's story?

Is it describe you accurately? Do you able to guess which type am I?

Before forgot, let's give credit to the author and translator, thanks for their creativity, so that we enjoy the fact in a very pleasant way. (Learning should be fun right!)

声明:本人非作者, 纯属业余译者,作者是韩国人,华语译者来自mop,转载请加上以下链接,
谢谢。随着华语译者的发布本文章也不断更新。

Translator to 'Malaylish': mf: blood type comic in 'Malaylish'

Translator to Chinese: Bunny:bood type comic in Chinese

Author: Realcrazyman: blood type comic in Korean

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These are yet to be done...

Sunday, May 25, 2008

Hungry @ midnight...

It is now 2.30 a.m.
Feeling hungry, hungry till the stomach has a bit 'warm' feeling, and 'generating' sound once a while...
Don't feel want to take milo/milk/tea/coffee now.. I have these too much today.
Because of rain, I didn't go out for a proper dinner. Only a pack of instant noodle, Nong-Shin brand, although it's bigger than normal instant noodle, but ... it still cannot last too long..

Brunch = 3 slices bread, dinner = instant noodle + tea....
where's my pork? where's my rice? where's my chao kuai-tiew?

Grr....this sound keep coming into my mind: 'Boss, roti kosong 2, sambal-dal, susu lembu kosong panas 1 !!!'
(Damn.... I wish I am at MY now!!!)

Friday, May 16, 2008

I am fine

Just got a message from a frend that wonder am I OK over here.

Sorry that I didn't sensitive enough to know that you all might be worry of me, after the earth quake happened.

Thanks a lot for caring, I am doing fine here..

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Deadline ...deadline...

You know what I feel now??

Time flies and my progress like snail... deadline deadline... I am so tired now!!

Every morning, I told myself I want to finish it, then every evening, I found the progress is 0.5%, what is this sucks life?

时间过得太快,我做的太慢,天啊,我快要挂了!!

Saturday, April 19, 2008

Mountain tracking - YinShiTan

Ya.. I would say this is a tracking trip instead of climbing trip. And this mountain is not as what we have in MY, we have real forest, while this is only stone and dust, no 'big' tree, where we will feel calm when go into the forest.

This is the EMEA group activity, and due to the internal transformation, there will be no more EMEA group after this. So this is sort of my first and last activity with the EMEA group.
The total journey only takes 1.5 hour, some people wanted more! They said it's just start to feel the 'umph' and then the journey was end, just too short!
Well, for me, I feel very difficult at the stage when almost get the end of climbing. Difficult to 'take up' my legs, difficult to breath.
I lack of exercise after come here. And.. I get hurt my legs AFTER 'landed' safely in the rest area... I think it's all because of slow reaction after get too tired... sigh..old already...

Climbing
Flowers


'Somebody' pig leg :D

Who is this ??

As usual, there are more photos in the album..

Saturday, April 05, 2008

Let's go walk walk 踏青去 - Part 4 - 梅花,喜鹊

梅花 is a type of flower blossom without leaf, one of the special flower in CN.

Learning skill to capture beautiful flower, but I think these 3 definitely failed. I will try again next time ok ;)

红白梅花

And this bird is not seen in MY also, 喜鹊
喜鹊

Let's go walk walk 踏青去 - Part 3 - Rain Forest in the Zoo

There is a fake rain forest in the zoo itself. This was build inside a 'house', you will feel warm when step into the house. The temperature could be 10 degree different with the outdoor, it has to 'create' the warm and humid environment so that the plants can survive.

One interesting thing happen when my colleague and her friends get know how the pineapple tree look like. They all very surprise it is 'grow from the land'!! They though it should be grow on a tree, because they see it is a lot of pineapples selling in the market, then it should be like something that can grow fast, 1 tree can has a lot of pineapple hang on it. I think this is make sense punya assumption, but sorry to tell, it is really 1 pineapple by 1 plant. Pleaes don't laugh at them, they are North people, and pineapple is only grow in the South area. This make them feel it is really worth to pay for the zoo entrance fee now!!

Oh ya.. I saw Bunga Raya in this house also, although it is not blooming yet lah. I introduce proudly to them: 这是大红花,马来西亚的国花 !!

Rain Forest

The cactus and one of the flower look like bird one is very nice, check it out in the album. And there is a SuiLianDong (if you know the story 'Journey to the West' that has monkey one)