决定了....

So... i rejected the offer this time, i am giving myself another month to look for a job that will make my heart happily accept it

我放弃这头牛, 希望我的马儿快快出现!! o mi toh foh

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推掉？接受

motorbiking with no direction in head, and no map in hand

been another interview today, and almost lost in the highway during my ride back.

well.... please don't laugh, i was lost after get out from the mid valley.
i had follow the sign that lead to PJ, then i'm lost!!!
i don't know what is that place i had been, i did pass by the Pantai Toll, then biking on a high way with a lot of cars and 'cabang'. i am always ride in the center bcoz the road sign is only shown when there is a 'cabang', what a good design -_-!!!

strong wind, old bike, cars taking over me, cars horn at me, but i don't care, i just want to go home~~~
and finally it took me an extra hour to get back my home, then i told myself 'adventures spirit never die', no worry, just fill the petrol tank will do :p

推掉？接受？

工作 offer 来了

接受嘛，心里还真不是很 exciting，因为这只能说是‘鸡筋’，不是我真正想要的
想推掉，但又担心什么时候才有下一个offer

看来当初我就不应该踏出第一步，现在弄得自己七上八下的

推掉？接受？... 推掉？接受？... 推掉？接受？

stop wasting time!!

actually there are a lot of thing should be learn to enrich my skill-set, Java, Oracle, Unix and etc...
it's just the matter of i want to learn it, or i want to waste my time just like this. too bad i had choose the 2nd option for the past 2 months (in fact, was already stop learning the proper skill for quite a long time, long until i forgot when is my last serious read for the tech. skill)

start now, is it too late? i think at least it's better than not start at all :p
4 hrs a day, too much? i was think of 8 hrs a day since i'm jobless now, but it's really difficult for me to keep myself discipline, so far i am very happy if i can be serious for > 2 hrs a day.

hope i will keep this effort for long, at least until i start a new job.
wasting time is really very sinful...

i have to tell myself to stop wasting time!!

make my wish

almost 3 mths already, and i hav not found a job yet.
i am very bored with these jobless days, bcoz i don't have any plan to enjoy such a long period, really hope i can get a job soon...

maybe this is a good new year wishes... o mi toh fo

finally my home network is back to my expectation

finally i get my wireless router work properly with the new modem !!!

Was struggling with the new modem: DLink DSL-520B modem, I bought only the modem since I already had a wireless router: DLink DI-714P+. Then I found a strange behavior, the Google related account (for e.g. Gmail, Blogger dashboard) never load properly when I connect thru the router, even with the Ethernet cable. I tried the following:

1. connect directly to the modem by cable, access Gmail --> loaded very fast
2. connect modem to router, and then connect laptop to router by cable, access Gmail --> it show blank page after I click on the Login..

After checking with few friends that is more technical experienced in network, finally there is a guy telling me that it may due to the modem was not setup properly to use the bridging feature
--> modem should not used to connect to the ISP directly, but instead it should act
as a BRIDGE only, also IP is not applicable for the modem anymore.

And with further Google, this blog had help me to find the right way to configure the modem as a bridge:

1. http://swisscobalt.blogspot.com/2009/01/how-to-bridge-dsl-520b-with-wrt-54gc.html
2. In the wireless router, WAN setting should be set to:
- PPPoE
- User name = id@streamyx

so.. now i am happy browsing with Wifi again, thanks to all of those help me going thru this ;)

生离死别...我很怕

Listening to Chinese music online, which I do quite frequent when I am in Dalian, and ... surprisingly, some how I missed the life in Dalian...

not too sure did I missed KL when I first go Dalian, but when think of those friends in Dalian, I feel more bad since I think it is very very thinly chance I would meet them again, not like friends in MY, which I know for sure I can always meet them when I back to KL.

有些人，在生命中出现了，然后不再相见了，我真的很怕面对这种感觉

家里老人家身体越来越不好，他们说我应该做好心理准备，连这普通的朋友生离都会让我很不爽，你叫我如何面对至亲的死别，心理准备个什么
放得开，谈何容易！
心理接受不了的时候，全是放屁 (sorry for the bad words...)

my laptop got VIRUS !!

laptop was infected by virus, very serious virus till have to format the laptop and reinstall everything...

this virus is very powerful, it is not only infected my C: drive, but all other partitions, included my external hard disk that is connected to it!!!

when i found out that the virus was too bad to be live with it, i start my laptop formatting, and as i hope to get things done faster, i use my sister's laptop to download those drivers that are compatible with Win XP (the recovery CD is only for Vista -_- !!! ) , and .... this had cause the virus spread to my sister's laptop as well bcoz there is virus in my external hard disk!!!

so the disaster is getting bigger, i was busy in last 2 days with these 2 laptop setup and reinstallation.

this is the lesson learned for me:
1. must have an antivirus program with your machine. i am now using the COMODO, AVG is another free antivirus that i know

2. after format and reinstall the system, DO NOT touch on any other drive.

3. First thing to do is to install the antivirus, then perform scan on the whole hard disk, including external hard disk that is used daily.

I was not aware of the importance for the point (2), that make me feel very surprise when the virus is strike back after the formatting, and i keep repeat this stupid mistake few times.

This cause me 2 days of effort, 4 times of system reinstall in my own laptop; 2 times of reinstall in my sister's laptop. It is very tiring, but do feel very good when found that finally the system is up and clean :)

Or maybe you are thinking why not I just sent it to people to fix, $ only mah...
But I doubt what they do might just format everything in my laptop and external hard disk... then all my things are gone, cry also useless ah~~ so i prefer to do it myself lor

Blood type comic - mutual subdue (相克) - 2

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Translator to 'Malaylish': mf: blood type comic in Malaylish

Translator to Chinese: Bunny：bood type comic in Chinese

Author: Realcrazyman: blood type comic in Korean

Blood type comic - mutual subdue (相克) - 1

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Translator to 'Malaylish': mf: blood type comic in Malaylish

Translator to Chinese: Bunny：bood type comic in Chinese

Author: Realcrazyman: blood type comic in Korean

Blood type comic - appointment @ 3 p.m.

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Translator to 'Malaylish': mf: blood type comic in Malaylish

Translator to Chinese: Bunny：bood type comic in Chinese

Author: Realcrazyman: blood type comic in Korean

Blood type comic - the B type woman

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Translator to 'Malaylish': mf: blood type comic in Malaylish

Translator to Chinese: Bunny：bood type comic in Chinese

Author: Realcrazyman: blood type comic in Korean

Blood type comic - when gossip...

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Translator to 'Malaylish': mf: blood type comic in Malaylish

Translator to Chinese: Bunny：bood type comic in Chinese

Author: Realcrazyman: blood type comic in Korean

Blood type comic - the way of inspection

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Translator to 'Malaylish': mf: blood type comic in Malaylish

Translator to Chinese: Bunny：bood type comic in Chinese

Author: Realcrazyman: blood type comic in Korean

Blood type comic - hang the picture!

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Translator to 'Malaylish': mf: blood type comic in Malaylish

Translator to Chinese: Bunny：bood type comic in Chinese

Author: Realcrazyman: blood type comic in Korean

i am doing fine

just want to tell, i am feeling fine.
it's now the 5th days after the shock news, had went thru it with a very peace mind.

thanks to every one who had sent their condolences

take care, and have healthy lifestyle!

二哥去世了

今早, 我二哥去世了, 他孤零零一个人在他的工作地方突然感觉不适, 然后就断气了. 真的是事出突然.

我现在真的搞不清楚我是什么感觉....
只希望我爸妈能放得开，始终他们才是最痛的人...

平安到家

After flying so many hours, these 2 bags arrived safely to the place it belong to...

harlo, nice to be home??

this is it !!

Finally, this is the day!!

while flying at the high sky, suddenly i remember that there is a racket i left at the apartment.... :(
Sad about this, because it is quite good quality racket... and I don't have any racket back in Malaysia.. but nothing I can do now, just SMS my colleague get them to take the racket for their use lor...

Good morning Dalian, and good bye Dalian

Last evening in Dalian

Nice evening before I leave...

a dumpling dinner

remember that I told I missed the dumpling?
so I made myself dumpling dinner tonight, bought those freeze ready dumpling, and a good vinegar.
Just boil the water, throw the dumpling, then eat with the vinegar, surprisingly it taste good! (or maybe i am too hungry :p)

要走了...

Tomorrow is my last day with IBM Dalian, will have to return the laptop to company
-> which means I will not able to connect to the office proxy server
--> which means blogspot.com will not be accessible
--> which means Facebook will not be accessible
--> which means YouTube will not be accessbile

so this would be my last post that i do blog in Dalian

Today, I start to feel a bit lost and sad. I will have to leave a place that I work & stay for 2 years, and this would be forever goodbye :(

Although I do feel bored sometimes during weekend, but I really enjoy the freedom I have here. Being stay alone in an apartment, taking care of myself, facing new environment, difficult culture, different type of people when first come here, all these is nice experience for me.
As for working environment, met some that is really stubborn that can't get along with me also, but found after all, we still can work as a team; also there are much more team member that are treating me well, I will missed them for sure :)

唉~~虽然是自己决定要走,还是有点失落滴....

So, good bye for now, will be back on jitgehlang after I back to Malaysia!!

C u soon!!

原来吃醋会上瘾的...

i don't know why recently i always keep on feeling want to take dumpling 饺子 with vinegar at night, but after wake up in the next morning, no mood to go for it.

this is the 3rd day already.. missing the dumpling taste with vinegar, slaver is filling my mouth whenever think of it.
and it only happen during night, maybe due to the cold weather? maybe due to a mind that leaving soon? hmm...maybe really should go for the dumpling lunch tomorrow...

actually as what local colleague told me, dumpling is the common food for festival, farewell, welcome and etc 'event' in Northern China. maybe after these years, my mind was train unconscionably to adapt to this culture.

in fact, i do take few meal with dumpling when i first came here (really as meal, means no rice, no other dishes). and now, i couldn't recall when was my last time go for dumpling for lunch/dinner, was feeling very 'zai' with it taste, and these few days, my mind keep thinking of it ... strange..

原来可以是这样的...

有时阅读，发现某些字段挺认同的。
读到这些字段时，想想旁人的行为，想想自己的行为，原来每个人的行为习性都是内心人格的表现。
无论好坏，而且并不一定都对，但是这些字段有时真让我有种豁然开朗的感觉，原来可以是这样的。。。

（看来我好象对心理学有兴趣，可以考虑去念个有关的专业知识...)

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酒店房间有点乱，看来很多天都没被保洁定时收拾，这人的自我保护意识肯定很强。

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抑郁症都是被宠的，生活条件太好了，才会无病呻吟。

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向来缘浅，奈何情深

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外表越开朗的人内心越脆弱

---------- this is very true --------
you can be alone but not lonely

let's separate 我们分手吧

finally, i submitted my resignation today, at 18:10.

we have an online system for it, it is named as e-separation.
not e-resignation, but separation, strange? or innovative?

so..don't get misunderstand by the title har :p

Night view from my apt.

noting special, saja post this photo taken from my balcony

new toy!

Finally bought this laptop after few weeks of thinking.

Brand = ASUS
Model = F83SE
Processor = Pent. T4300
Display = 14'' HD (LED)
HDD = 320 G
Memory = 2G
Price = RMB 4100 ( about RM 2000 )

I don't know is this another stupid mistake again, but.. as long as it is within my budget, and I still yet to play around with it :p

Transaction timeout ??!!

finally.. i got my e-ticket! Siu Keong, nowadays u so rich ah, RM 410 can be just throw away like this?

just book a ticket, GuangZhou - KL, MAS, then after make payment, the website telling me timeout!!!

holly shit, money already transfer to MAS, and timeout!!
make a call to the customer service, they tell me to call again after 24 hours, means I have to check again on Wed, don't know what will happen. I told the lady, the website make me scare, how come suddenly timeout? she said.. it's normal .. celaka

btw, the ticket quite cheap, abour RM 410 included tax, 1 way lah.

no water again!!

it's now 11.30 p.m, 12 degree outside, finally water supply is back!! feeling damn shiok after bath, cold water bath !!

this is 2nd time within a week, and i want to take bath ah!!

public bath place, no way, since it is shared bath room, not dare to show my fatty to local Chinese ladies...

private bath place, means has to see which colleague's place is convenient to go for a bath...

today suppose to be a nice day, 20 degree with Sunny day, but it's really spoiled by this water problem...

光棍过中秋

中秋，光棍党突然发起邀请，到外头溜达溜达，我身为党员之一，当然要赴约了
可惜党内没帅哥啊~~~

2009 中秋快乐

第一次中秋自己过, 我的感觉....还好啦，没有太大的感触.
本来嘛10月3日不就是个周末, 要不是到处看到月饼广告, 网上到处都是朋友的中秋祝福, 我还真不知道这天是中秋.

往年在 KL, 都会回家过.
今年，可能就挂个电话 harlo 一下吧, 也没什么可以谈的.
但, 就是个习惯, 中秋应该回家, 回不了, 只好用电话咯.

有时看了些网上广告, 无论商业的, 还是公益的, 用那些老老的人做主题, 还是有点感触的.
俺爸俺妈真的很老啦，想想会觉得很害怕....

你们有空多回家, 没空也要找空回家!
祝中秋快乐!

ah, 32 already ??!!

suddenly realize i am 32 years old already, i thought i am still 30 years old (although 30 is not bok bok chui also :D)
30 and 32 is not much different, but .... just feeling likes time flies so fast, blink my eyes, then suddenly is 32 already ah??

how come how come ??!!!!
ah~~~ 抓狂的我啊!

raining day...

Rain in Dalian is never as heavy as in KL, seldom heard thunder, seldom see dark cloud.
I would say today rain is consider 'heavy' in Dalian, and as usual, this 'heavy' rain is over within half and hour.
After rain, usually the temperature will drop, so it will become cooler and cooler after this, < 20 degree I believe. Nice temperature to sleep, but bad temperature to work, I am just feeling lazy to work in this kind of weather..

face in the sky

this looks like a face that made by the cloud, very impressive

which one looks better ?
hmm... i don't feel very good about these photo, don't know if I have a better camera, will have better result or not :p

exposure = 0

exposure = -1

exposure = -0.75

Blood type comic - Driving

i have stop this work for quite a long time, in fact more than 1 year!!
feeling bored recently, and make me think maybe it's good idea to continue this to kill my time ;)

声明：本人非作者, 纯属业余译者，作者是韩国人，华语译者来自mop，转载请加上以下链接，
谢谢。随着华语译者的发布本文章也不断更新。

Translator to 'Malaylish': mf: blood type comic in Malaylish

Translator to Chinese: Bunny：bood type comic in Chinese

Author: Realcrazyman: blood type comic in Korean

Blood type comic - 'self' analyst

Translator to 'Malaylish': mf: blood type comic in Malaylish

Translator to Chinese: Bunny：bood type comic in Chinese

Author: Realcrazyman: blood type comic in Korean