决定了....

So... i rejected the offer this time, i am giving myself another month to look for a job that will make my heart happily accept it

我放弃这头牛, 希望我的马儿快快出现!! o mi toh foh

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推掉？接受

motorbiking with no direction in head, and no map in hand

been another interview today, and almost lost in the highway during my ride back.

well.... please don't laugh, i was lost after get out from the mid valley.
i had follow the sign that lead to PJ, then i'm lost!!!
i don't know what is that place i had been, i did pass by the Pantai Toll, then biking on a high way with a lot of cars and 'cabang'. i am always ride in the center bcoz the road sign is only shown when there is a 'cabang', what a good design -_-!!!

strong wind, old bike, cars taking over me, cars horn at me, but i don't care, i just want to go home~~~
and finally it took me an extra hour to get back my home, then i told myself 'adventures spirit never die', no worry, just fill the petrol tank will do :p

推掉？接受？

工作 offer 来了

接受嘛，心里还真不是很 exciting，因为这只能说是‘鸡筋’，不是我真正想要的
想推掉，但又担心什么时候才有下一个offer

看来当初我就不应该踏出第一步，现在弄得自己七上八下的

推掉？接受？... 推掉？接受？... 推掉？接受？

stop wasting time!!

actually there are a lot of thing should be learn to enrich my skill-set, Java, Oracle, Unix and etc...
it's just the matter of i want to learn it, or i want to waste my time just like this. too bad i had choose the 2nd option for the past 2 months (in fact, was already stop learning the proper skill for quite a long time, long until i forgot when is my last serious read for the tech. skill)

start now, is it too late? i think at least it's better than not start at all :p
4 hrs a day, too much? i was think of 8 hrs a day since i'm jobless now, but it's really difficult for me to keep myself discipline, so far i am very happy if i can be serious for > 2 hrs a day.

hope i will keep this effort for long, at least until i start a new job.
wasting time is really very sinful...

i have to tell myself to stop wasting time!!

make my wish

almost 3 mths already, and i hav not found a job yet.
i am very bored with these jobless days, bcoz i don't have any plan to enjoy such a long period, really hope i can get a job soon...

maybe this is a good new year wishes... o mi toh fo

finally my home network is back to my expectation

finally i get my wireless router work properly with the new modem !!!

Was struggling with the new modem: DLink DSL-520B modem, I bought only the modem since I already had a wireless router: DLink DI-714P+. Then I found a strange behavior, the Google related account (for e.g. Gmail, Blogger dashboard) never load properly when I connect thru the router, even with the Ethernet cable. I tried the following:

1. connect directly to the modem by cable, access Gmail --> loaded very fast
2. connect modem to router, and then connect laptop to router by cable, access Gmail --> it show blank page after I click on the Login..

After checking with few friends that is more technical experienced in network, finally there is a guy telling me that it may due to the modem was not setup properly to use the bridging feature
--> modem should not used to connect to the ISP directly, but instead it should act
as a BRIDGE only, also IP is not applicable for the modem anymore.

And with further Google, this blog had help me to find the right way to configure the modem as a bridge:

1. http://swisscobalt.blogspot.com/2009/01/how-to-bridge-dsl-520b-with-wrt-54gc.html
2. In the wireless router, WAN setting should be set to:
- PPPoE
- User name = id@streamyx

so.. now i am happy browsing with Wifi again, thanks to all of those help me going thru this ;)

生离死别...我很怕

Listening to Chinese music online, which I do quite frequent when I am in Dalian, and ... surprisingly, some how I missed the life in Dalian...

not too sure did I missed KL when I first go Dalian, but when think of those friends in Dalian, I feel more bad since I think it is very very thinly chance I would meet them again, not like friends in MY, which I know for sure I can always meet them when I back to KL.

有些人，在生命中出现了，然后不再相见了，我真的很怕面对这种感觉

家里老人家身体越来越不好，他们说我应该做好心理准备，连这普通的朋友生离都会让我很不爽，你叫我如何面对至亲的死别，心理准备个什么
放得开，谈何容易！
心理接受不了的时候，全是放屁 (sorry for the bad words...)

my laptop got VIRUS !!

laptop was infected by virus, very serious virus till have to format the laptop and reinstall everything...

this virus is very powerful, it is not only infected my C: drive, but all other partitions, included my external hard disk that is connected to it!!!

when i found out that the virus was too bad to be live with it, i start my laptop formatting, and as i hope to get things done faster, i use my sister's laptop to download those drivers that are compatible with Win XP (the recovery CD is only for Vista -_- !!! ) , and .... this had cause the virus spread to my sister's laptop as well bcoz there is virus in my external hard disk!!!

so the disaster is getting bigger, i was busy in last 2 days with these 2 laptop setup and reinstallation.

this is the lesson learned for me:
1. must have an antivirus program with your machine. i am now using the COMODO, AVG is another free antivirus that i know

2. after format and reinstall the system, DO NOT touch on any other drive.

3. First thing to do is to install the antivirus, then perform scan on the whole hard disk, including external hard disk that is used daily.

I was not aware of the importance for the point (2), that make me feel very surprise when the virus is strike back after the formatting, and i keep repeat this stupid mistake few times.

This cause me 2 days of effort, 4 times of system reinstall in my own laptop; 2 times of reinstall in my sister's laptop. It is very tiring, but do feel very good when found that finally the system is up and clean :)

Or maybe you are thinking why not I just sent it to people to fix, $ only mah...
But I doubt what they do might just format everything in my laptop and external hard disk... then all my things are gone, cry also useless ah~~ so i prefer to do it myself lor