a dumpling dinner

remember that I told I missed the dumpling?
so I made myself dumpling dinner tonight, bought those freeze ready dumpling, and a good vinegar.
Just boil the water, throw the dumpling, then eat with the vinegar, surprisingly it taste good! (or maybe i am too hungry :p)

要走了...

Tomorrow is my last day with IBM Dalian, will have to return the laptop to company
-> which means I will not able to connect to the office proxy server
--> which means blogspot.com will not be accessible
--> which means Facebook will not be accessible
--> which means YouTube will not be accessbile

so this would be my last post that i do blog in Dalian

Today, I start to feel a bit lost and sad. I will have to leave a place that I work & stay for 2 years, and this would be forever goodbye :(

Although I do feel bored sometimes during weekend, but I really enjoy the freedom I have here. Being stay alone in an apartment, taking care of myself, facing new environment, difficult culture, different type of people when first come here, all these is nice experience for me.
As for working environment, met some that is really stubborn that can't get along with me also, but found after all, we still can work as a team; also there are much more team member that are treating me well, I will missed them for sure :)

唉~~虽然是自己决定要走,还是有点失落滴....

So, good bye for now, will be back on jitgehlang after I back to Malaysia!!

C u soon!!

原来吃醋会上瘾的...

i don't know why recently i always keep on feeling want to take dumpling 饺子 with vinegar at night, but after wake up in the next morning, no mood to go for it.

this is the 3rd day already.. missing the dumpling taste with vinegar, slaver is filling my mouth whenever think of it.
and it only happen during night, maybe due to the cold weather? maybe due to a mind that leaving soon? hmm...maybe really should go for the dumpling lunch tomorrow...

actually as what local colleague told me, dumpling is the common food for festival, farewell, welcome and etc 'event' in Northern China. maybe after these years, my mind was train unconscionably to adapt to this culture.

in fact, i do take few meal with dumpling when i first came here (really as meal, means no rice, no other dishes). and now, i couldn't recall when was my last time go for dumpling for lunch/dinner, was feeling very 'zai' with it taste, and these few days, my mind keep thinking of it ... strange..

原来可以是这样的...

有时阅读，发现某些字段挺认同的。
读到这些字段时，想想旁人的行为，想想自己的行为，原来每个人的行为习性都是内心人格的表现。
无论好坏，而且并不一定都对，但是这些字段有时真让我有种豁然开朗的感觉，原来可以是这样的。。。

（看来我好象对心理学有兴趣，可以考虑去念个有关的专业知识...)

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酒店房间有点乱，看来很多天都没被保洁定时收拾，这人的自我保护意识肯定很强。

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抑郁症都是被宠的，生活条件太好了，才会无病呻吟。

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向来缘浅，奈何情深

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外表越开朗的人内心越脆弱

---------- this is very true --------
you can be alone but not lonely

let's separate 我们分手吧

finally, i submitted my resignation today, at 18:10.

we have an online system for it, it is named as e-separation.
not e-resignation, but separation, strange? or innovative?

so..don't get misunderstand by the title har :p